So

So, it’s no real secret that I’m struggling to get back to writing. For the first time in ages I realize that I don’t have a song stuck in my head. I don’t remember the last time this has happened to me. I’m blank…So the search began, to “get back to it all”.Again drew a blank.
Searched, struggled, sighed, did a few neck rotations, cracked all the knuckles.
And then it just hit me like it was there waiting to.

“People say I'm crazy doing what I'm doing
Well they give me all kinds of warnings to save me from ruin
When I say that I'm o.k. well they look at me kind of strange
Surely you're not happy now you no longer play the game”

Few nights ago, I was asleep but could hear myself thinking. It freaked the hell out of me.

”People say I'm lazy dreaming my life away
Well they give me all kinds of advice designed to enlighten me
When I tell them that I'm doing fine watching shadows on the wall
Don't you miss the big time boy you're no longer on the ball”

I’m been going crazy with work, have missed the plot completely.While the work has been good and I think I do it well,
I gotta unwind.Let myself unwind.

”I'm just sitting here watching the wheels go round and round
I really love to watch them roll
No longer riding on the merry-go-round
I just had to let it go”

So took the advice of all that is strong and mighty, beautiful and sweet.

”Ah, people asking questions lost in confusion
Well I tell them there's no problem, only solutions
Well they shake their heads and they look at me as if I've lost my mind
I tell them there's no hurry
I'm just sitting here doing time”

Going to take a while to get back, but it’s a good start.

”I'm just sitting here watching the wheels go round and round
I really love to watch them roll
No longer riding on the merry-go-round
I just had to let it go
I just had to let it go
I just had to let it go”

A few truths have come up,I’m not going to be happy unless I get to watching the wheels.